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One of the great pleasures in my life and in my work at Milton
is that I get to teach seniors in a modern literature course.
Every day, I look forward to the experience of walking into
a room with teenagers, closing the door, and talking about
reading and writing. This year’s Modern Comparative
Literature course began as always with the discussion of summer
reading. It was light stuff—breezy, easy reading—quotidian.
Not really. Have you seen that New Yorker cartoon of
a policeman standing in front of a man under an umbrella,
sitting in a beach chair and holding a book? The caption goes
something like this: “I’m sorry, sir, but Dostoevsky
is not beach reading.” My students might agree.
You’d think that students would complain about reading
Dostoevsky’s Crime and Punishment and Dickens’
Great Expectations in the August before their senior
year begins, but that’s not what I heard in class. “So
what’s with this Raskolnikov guy?” “Don’t
you have to love Pip? but can we talk about just what’s
so great about his expectations?” From the start, this
group was on fire. They had read deeply and well, and they
were hungry for discussion about both Dickens and Dostoevsky.
More importantly to me, they had liked both books, though
some liked one more than the other. That gave us plenty to
talk about for the first few weeks of class, as we laid out
the differences between discursive and symbolic narrative
and took a first measure of modern literature. By the second
week, when we talked about William Barrett’s Irrational
Man, took a quick spin through Existentialism 101, and
looked into Eric Hobsbawm’s argument about the modern
era as a response to the end of the Age of Imperialism, we
were joking that the course ought to be called “Twentieth
Century Bleak.”
Kafka was a challenge—he always is. The surreality of
“The Judgment” and the grotesquery of “In
the Penal Colony” made for lively conversation, and
some consternation and bemusement when I insisted that, grim
as his vision is, Kafka is awfully funny. They weren’t
buying it from me until we got to Gregor Samsa in “The
Metamorphosis” and that wonderful first line: “As
Gregor Samsa awoke one morning from uneasy dreams he found
himself transformed in his bed into a gigantic insect.”
We had a great conversation about how humor intensifies the
pathos rather than undercuts it, and we laughed uncomfortably
at the parched irony of Kafka’s tone while we puzzled
over the incongruity between what he says and how he says
it. It was a fine introduction to the unease and dislocation
of the alienated psyche of modern lit. And it was fascinating
to me, as it is every time I teach Kafka, to see who leapt
immediately into a detached critical distance in response
to the horrors of the text and who resisted it. Best of all,
the conversations trailed out into the hall after class, and
students entered class the next day telling each other about
the discussion over lunch about the stories.
This is the marvelous beating heart of the academic experience
at Milton, for students and for teachers. Discussion around
the work table—and by the way, we’re thrilled
to be teaching and learning in such lovely new spaces in the
renovated Warren and Wigg Halls, and the newly constructed
Student Center. It’ll be exciting to see renovations
and new facilities come on line as we go forward with our
project of improving spaces to match the quality of teaching
and learning that go on here.
The kind of pleasure that I take in teaching and that my students
radiate in learning shows up everywhere as I make classroom
visits to other teachers. In a new teacher’s calculus
class two weeks ago, I witnessed playful seriousness, really
rapt engagement (at 9:00 on a Monday morning) with the concept
of limits and domains of functions. I visited a Methods of
Scientific Research class last week, in which students were
learning about the nitrogen cycle in water by considering
the classroom fish tank; the atmosphere was informal and friendly,
loose but productive, and the class ended with students testing
the pH, ammonia, and nitrate levels in the tank and concluding
that, without plants, the tank is not a complete ecosystem.
I sat in on a ninth grade history class discussion about what
we can infer an ancient society valued from the things prohibited
by Hammurabi’s Code. The flow back and forth between
concrete textual citation and high-level inference and abstraction
was wonderful to see. These are just three recent examples
of the kind of teaching and learning that goes on every day.
In each of these classrooms, I saw students engaged with questions
and ideas and each other, and teachers engaged with students.
In my most recent English class, we talked about the opening
section of Portrait of the Artist, specifically about
the fractured, disjointed consciousness in an early scene
from Portrait in which Stephen Dedalus is nominally playing
football with his classmates, but the narration is all in
his head and not on the field. We followed the twists and
turns of young Stephen’s mind as his attention wanders
and his consciousness lights on words and their associations.
We ended with the observation that the narrative operates
on two levels—it both tells the story and shows the
mind of the storyteller. I made a crack about the balance
of the cosmic with the quotidian. One student’s sincere-but-wry
response captures the give and take that I love in teaching:
“Well, that’s a cool word, Mr. Silbaugh. Gonna
have to use that one.”
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